Just a bastard roaming around the world
NARRATOR’S VOICE: They didn’t.
None, still waiting for third party stores.
That’s a trend I was hoping the EU would start. Come on nations, jump on the bandwagon!
Microsoft went all in with OpenAI and encroached their service into everything. Seeing OA backstab their major investor like this will be freaking hilarious.
The solution is easy, its called “just open the fucking system to app installs”.
I used to use and love miniflux, but then they migrated to Golang and PostgreSQL, neither which are supported by my shared hosting (namecheap).
I use Freshrss now.
I use my phone to read books. Every micro break is a couple or more of paragraphs I read. I lost count of how many books I already finished instead of just doomscrolling…
+1 for nextdns, it allows me to track all the connection requests and it saves the logs on Swiss.
I read about those you pointed out and the avoidant attachment style ticks some boxes… It’s definitely something I’ll bring up on the next session, thanks!
This is something I have to take into consideration, thank you very much for your reply.
I have trouble giving, specially after surviving a long abusive marriage. I divorced years ago but I guess some scars still remains.
That’s really interesting, and for some reason something I never thought it was possible. Thank you.
This… I never thought about that, it makes sense. It’s definitely something I’ll look into too, thank you.
I try… I do play guitar and I like to draw, and ride my motorcycle, but then… I don’t know, I feel empty. I look at these things and enjoy doing them a lot, but when I stop I start asking, what’s the point? Nobody will see this or hear this or whatever. Why even bother? When I’m alone and go to a show or watch a movie I always enjoy the moment but get that dread after the deed, the “you’re doing this alone and this is wrong” feeling.
This is definitely an issue, I do have low self-esteem and getting older is not helping my case. Everything physical is getting harder to do and taking a toll both physical and mentally, which is a tough pill to swallow because I was always very active. Getting old sucks.
That’s really interesting, I’ll look into it. I’m doing therapy for a year now and decided to ask here to see if you people could give me insights to talk to my therapist. I’ll take these to her too, thank you very much.
You’re right, I’m doing therapy for a year now but things works really slow. I’m talking a lot about this with my therapist, and thought that asking here could bring me some insights to discuss with her. Thank you for your reply, I really appreciate it.
I think so, yes, but then my girlfriend likes to be around and is really upset when I ask to be alone. She’s not wrong thought, because if left by myself I can disappear for a long time…
To me, it’s a mix of feeling like a failure and feeling that nothing quite matters. I mean, I do get to do things I enjoy, and I enjoy it a lot, but I never feel satisfied - I just feel empty. It’s kinda like having a feeling of obligation to be with someone, and that’s there’s something wrong with me for being alone. Like a nagging voice in the back of my head saying “this is not ok”. I don’t know if this makes sense.
Nope, portuguese